I'll post Shukudai-kun later, right now I don't have the file nor the links *lol* everything is on my other computer at home. How is everyone doing ? This year, the holidays is making me sad. Today I attended church for Mr. Hieu. When it was time for one of his family member to do the speech I started getting misty eyes. Seeing his picture in front of his coffin, I was sad. In the picture he wasn't smiling, far from what he was in real life. He was all smiles and just awesome !! Never once complain, always willing to help others out. Our church wouldn't be what it was today if not for this man. He pull a fighting lot to become friends. Little kids from 7-16, if not for him they wouldn't know how to speak Viet nor write it.
Seeing him laying there made me think of my parent. I'm very grateful that they're still alive. My daddy was just 2 years younger than Mr. Hieu. I donno what I'll do if I were to lost my parent. I never thought of it deeply, it does cross my mind that yeah my parent would one day eventually be gone from this world, never once did I thought of what would become of our future if they're gone. Always think they'll be here forever kinda. So yeah, Mr. Hieu is being cremated. His last wish was that please do not buy flower wreath for him but use that money to help the poor. Yes this man is fucking NICE !!!!!!!! A photographer who takes pictures of good times for other but never once took one of himself. Unselfish he is. Rest in peace Mr. Hieu.
I'm being to emo, holidays not feeling like it use to. Lonely, economy suck as hell, making everyone here feeling like the fucking great depression.