I'll post Shukudai-kun later, right now I don't have the file nor the links *lol* everything is on my other computer at home. How is everyone doing ? This year, the holidays is making me sad. Today I attended church for Mr. Hieu. When it was time for one of his family member to do the speech I started getting misty eyes. Seeing his picture in front of his coffin, I was sad. In the picture he wasn't smiling, far from what he was in real life. He was all smiles and just awesome !! Never once complain, always willing to help others out. Our church wouldn't be what it was today if not for this man. He pull a fighting lot to become friends. Little kids from 7-16, if not for him they wouldn't know how to speak Viet nor write it.

Seeing him laying there made me think of my parent. I'm very grateful that they're still alive. My daddy was just 2 years younger than Mr. Hieu. I donno what I'll do if I were to lost my parent. I never thought of it deeply, it does cross my mind that yeah my parent would one day eventually be gone from this world, never once did I thought of what would become of our future if they're gone. Always think they'll be here forever kinda. So yeah, Mr. Hieu is being cremated. His last wish was that please do not buy flower wreath for him but use that money to help the poor. Yes this man is fucking NICE !!!!!!!! A photographer who takes pictures of good times for other but never once took one of himself. Unselfish he is. Rest in peace Mr. Hieu.

I'm being to emo, holidays not feeling like it use to. Lonely, economy suck as hell, making everyone here feeling like the fucking great depression.

I donno why I'm still awake right now when I have school tomorrow. This week was kinda normal I think.

First off lemme just say this again to a good friend of mine. I'm sorry honey. Wasn't thinking then.
 

( my weird dream......shivers.... )

Back to something that has happiness, my life as an Arashian.

Asazubat :::: news on Nino and Ryo's drama. In the background they're playing "Beautiful Days" the sound is close to "Happiness". Anyway I'll let you be the judge.

DL :: Nino [09.22.08] Ryusei no Kizuna  <-- the file name is named wrong, date wise anyway [09.22.08] that's the correct date ok ?

I've been studying getting ready for the exam. So anyway today I was like studying then out of nowhere I turn to James and was like "James I'm getting fat huh and I'm getting more stupid." ............... He then gave me this look like ...... and put his hand on my forehead and say "Lets go shopping."

XDDDDDDDDDDDD  Needless to say it work out both way, I was smiling again when I got out of that store. I didn't even have to pay for my stuff >< James paid for it.  He said I look to pitiful when I said I was getting more stupid T_______T 

Crystal went with us. The girl couldn't keep flirting with James. I was enjoying myself on his behalf. It's always nice to see one of your good friends in a bind. So yeah I didn't have to paid for my stuff, told James that next time we go shopping/eating somewhere I'm paying.

I got new heels LAKFJLAKJFLKADFAKDALKJ they're so comfy and smexxy cuz it's black ;o;......yes I have a shoe fetish like my mommy. I also bought a grey shirt and a dress. The dress is so cute, also the most expensive one to. The length only goes close to my knee. When I was in the dressing room, omg that on and the black heels *sniffs*

( Pics....of my smexxy heels and other stuff....but oohh the heels... )

My damn fucking tongue is not getting better, usually it take like 3 days of drinking as much H2O as I can swallow and it's gone. Doesn't help that my body is always against me. Just now just drinking water hurt so much, I was in tears. I will force myself to gargle with salt water tomorrow. I hate pains, anything that will put me in pain I'm against it, but fuck this. Either way I'll hurt, this better work ;___; I can't take this no more. My tongue *cries* 

To end turkey day, here is a beautiful, smexxy maid to clean up after you. Happy Thanksgiving minna, I'm one minute away from Friday *lol*....



Must go to sleep now, Black Friday is tomorrow, 4 hours of sleep then the "battle" or so dad has come to call it begin. Oyasumi *chuu*

I woke up today and saw Yesasia mail. 嵐 2008-2009 calender is up for pre-order *yayay* it's about $3 dollars more than Playasia, but what the hell, Yesasia got free shipping *lol* So I went and pre-order it. Even though I want the calender to reach me fast, I can stand those 2 weeks of waiting. That $15 dollars will go toward that new single. Fuyu wo Dakishimete .................. I don't think it will be leak yet, maybe close to Christmas time ne. Mid. of December then, January will be a month of hell for fans. DVDs are up for pre-order, Yamada will end tomorrow. I want to buy that, just for the lil trinket *wth* it's so pretty.

Seriously my calender last year, I haven't even use it, it's still in it's original box, only open up once or twice to satisfy my need of how hot the guys look in it *drools* I wonder what the theme for this year will be. The goth/ancient medieval theme last year was hot. Maybe this year will be like the boys in Santa suit. OK that makes no sense.

Yesterday after waking up, I went online and check my mail. I was only able to connect for an hour or so before I lost connection. Decided to watch Boku Imo after trying many times to connect with no success. I fell asleep on the second part of Boku Imo. I woke up again around 1 and saw that I have connection. I was dying in need for Shuku, really thought I would have to go thru the entire day with out it. In the end Bright House prevail *somewhat* I'm thinking of visiting my parents tomorrow and stay until Saturday. Cuz Sunday me and Andii are going karaoke. It's a day ahead of Riida's birthday since she has to go to work on that day.

I email my bro saying how I got my license now. Ever since that popo took my license away, I went 2 weeks driving without a license. I know , really bad. Those 2 weeks, I was driving  5 miles under what the limit would say. Tess was being such a girl girl on the road. I have to say those 2 weeks help me now. I guess I'm stuck, cuz now that I have my license, I take my time in going somewhere, and not rushing it like I use to. Dad would be proud if he knew this, except the part my license confiscated by that popo...x.x...

I fell in the bath tub today, and hit my forehead against the tile wall. I was getting out, but then was hit by one intense cramp that I slip. You can't see the bruise but you can feel there is a lump there. Hurts like the devil. Ohh yeah, I've been having this one weird craving for dried prunes. I can finish one can of Sunsweet Ones in one day. One thing I find comfort in is that it's good in potassium ..x.x..

Aznv.tv  ..........so great. It now has so many new drama upload there. KCE, Hell Girl Season I ~ Live Ver., Yukan Club...etc.. I started watching KCE again, that Moko has got to go. Why the hell would you want Busan **ok he's hot and nice** but look girl........BAMBI ~~~~ smart, kawaii, ohhh sooo adorable Bambi in front of you.

Last night, Stormy Team released Boku Imo *glee* I've been waiting for that for so long. Tomorrow I'm gonna burn that along with my Pikanchi that I hardsub onto DVD. Gonna watch KCE now.

Reason why Tess like her new license ::::

> pic turn out good
> small pic, even though kinda white, but really pretty
> current break outs can't be seen *tears of joy*

Reason why Tess hate her new license ::::

> big picture, look like a person who love to tan...................like everyday..........wth I only tan one time and that was for prom =/


Lastly, my Jun wally for my honey..........sorry if it's plain honey *bubu*

DL ::: http://www.sendspace.com/file/h1bwp1

The file is um small ^^;.......I'm learning to hook things up to the computer. Anyway have minna heard the good news ??? Baby is starring in a butai...fasdfasdfasdfasgadgasd he's playing Adam in "忘れられない人" I look up in my dictionary it translate something like "person not forgetten / person who does not forget" ***Christian Slater, who stars in the original movie, is still hot, but baby playing the same part as him...OMG *dies* no wonder he's leaving his hair longer and perm it.

Today at work, I was cramping so bad. Fell asleep for about an hour, before my phone rang. It was Sylvi saying that baby is going to star in a butai. That news was like a cold shower, only it was pleasant *lol* It was really weird today, I keep having thoughts of my b-day being really low and grey. Emo ???? I guess I've been working to much or not enough sleep or something. I feel find tho, just cramping a lot and feel really tired. My friend reply to why I was looking dead today "She's pregnant." ..O.o..